There
is a story in Genesis that I think is beautiful in many respects, and also
quite disturbing. It involves God’s discovery of the brokenness that had
transpired in the Garden, that the serpent had misled the man and the woman and
that the man and the woman had hidden themselves from God as a result.
Separation, after all, is the very root of sin.
They heard the sound of the LORD God walking in the
garden at the time of the evening breeze, and the man and his wife hid
themselves from the presence of the LORD God among the trees of the
garden. But the LORD God called to the man, and said to him, “Where are
you?” He said, “I heard the sound of you in the garden, and I was afraid,
because I was naked; and I hid myself.” (Gen. 3:8-10)
Theologians
often describe this as being the root having something known as original sin,
the idea that the human actions in the Garden have infected humankind at the
deepest level. All subsequent human beings, it is said, share in the sin
introduced by Adam and are inherently sinful because of it.
I
have always rebelled at the idea. Until now.
What
has changed for me is a new understanding of exactly what the sin of Adam
was. It appears on the surface to be disobedience. God had commanded the
human couple, after all, not to eat of the tree of knowledge. They
disobeyed. And all the bad consequences flowed from
that.
Something
never seemed quite right about that to me. After all, God had to realize
from the beginning that disobedience was going to happen. And disobedient
or not, knowledge always seemed like a strange source of something so
calamitous.
But
now I’m seeing the sin differently. It is not disobedience. It is
shame.
The
man and the woman do not separate themselves from God because of their
disobedience or even shame at their disobedience. They separate
themselves from God for shame at their nakedness, which is to say for shame at
their humanity, for shame at themselves.
It
is shame and not disobedience at which God is displeased and also apparently
surprised. I’m not sure even God saw coming that the creation, indeed the
part of the creation most like Godself, would be ashamed of its own
nature. It is a sin, I think, that is unique to human beings. And
it is profoundly disturbing to think of a creature ashamed of itself as God had
created it. And that fundamental sin, shame, has led to most of the other
sins of the world.
Disobedience
is something human beings have long since learned to overcome, as every human
parent knows. Shame, though, is a much more difficult thing. Its remedy
seems quite beyond us. The doctrine of original sin says it can be
overcome only by God. On this point I wholeheartedly agree.
Original
sin or not, shame is a sin that human beings do seem to just come with.
It takes us a while to grow into it, but grow into it we inevitably do.
Its only antidote is the message implicit in the passion, death, resurrection,
and ascension of Jesus. Humanity’s shame need be no more. God has
proclaimed its sanctity, shame is defeated. Just as we are, naked
as the day we were born.
Peace,
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