Monday, May 18, 2015

Broken Heartedness and the Spirit of God

There are two very different themes set for the Day of Pentecost.  One is joy in the coming of the Holy Spirit (Acts 2:1-21), so uninhibited that its witnesses mistook it for inebriation.  The other is broken hearted despair on the night before Jesus died (Jn. 15:26-27; 16:4b-15).  In truth, they go together.  
We do not associate broken hearts with the good news of Easter or with the giving of the Holy Spirit at Pentecost, but I think we should.  Broken hearts, if the Gospel is true, are the guarantee both of our resurrection and the life of the Spirit of Christ.  And broken hearts are something we have some experience of when resurrection is something we do not, at least not fully.  If Christ went not up to glory but first he suffered pain, we will not go to glory either without suffering the pain of a broken heart.  There is no other way.
It is into the broken heartedness that Christ promises the Holy Spirit.  It is also into the scene of ecstatic joy that the Holy Spirit descends on the first Pentecost.  In our broken heartedness, the Spirit of God is present.  In our ecstasy, the Spirit of God is present there, too.  And in both, the Spirit calls us forth, forth from our broken heartedness and forth from our joy into the reality that marked Christ’s life, which is love.  Love, with all its attendant risks, with all its possibility of hurt, with all of its possibility of disappointment, with all of its possibility of happiness—with all that the Spirit calls us to be on about the work of Christ in the world, which is to love.  And it is especially to love one another.
If it is in the brokenness of heart that we feel love most acutely, then all of us know something of the fullness of love, even if only a glimpse.  It is our broken heartedness that is the sign of our risen life because our risen life will be dominated by love and our broken heartedness is the sign of our submission to love, of our willingness to risk love, of our surrender to love, which of course, is to surrender to God.  And in that is our only life.  We have seen in that brokenness of heart a glimpse of God’s broken heart for us.  And in that we see the tiniest glimpse of what the love of God has planned for us.  It is that brokenness of heart that allows us to know in our hearts that Christ is risen.  And so shall we be.  And the Spirit is come to call us into that very life.
Peace,

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